Letting Go

I know I haven’t posted anything since the summer. Mainly because I’ve been so busy being social. Living in the real world more and less in the virtual world. During this time, I was fortunate to meet someone who made an impression on me. However, recently the relationship ended. The sad part about this break up was that I wasn’t as hurt as the previous ones. I was obviously hurt and sad but not because that it ended horribly but because I’ve been here so many times before that I know the process as if it was a routine. It’s a little depressing to me that I know the different stages of dealing with a break up so well that I have been able to cope and overcome it in a few weeks. Not to say I’m completely healed but I’m fairing better than I have in the past. I guess, right now, I’m just a little more hurt to see him moving on with someone else and it hasn’t even been 3 weeks since we ended. I am really trying my hardest to not put out any negative energy or wish ill will on him so I’m not going to. There’s nothing that will come from that except more anger. I rather focus on what can make me get through the days, months, years of this overly familiar solitude that hovers over my life. Where I went wrong and what I can do to prevent it from occurring again. But first I just need to let go.

Back to square one.

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